18 June, 2005

mumble

    Got back from Seattle on Saturday morning. The flight out to SEA and the flight back home (DCA) was just terrible. Perhaps the worst flying experience I've ever had, save for the one flight home from HNL with the eight year old baseball team overnight in which both my wife and I got sick. The weather in ATL has cocked up Delta in all kinds of ways. I'm not looking forward to flying down to ATL again tomorrow. And then there's the whole conference thing that I'm also not particularly looking forward to.


    A lot of stuff happened in Redmond, most of which is under NDA, and I thus cannot discuss it. I'm slightly perturbed about this, moreso than I would have expected. I suppose I relied more on hashing it out here than I realized.


    One thing I learned in Redmond was that more important things take place between sessions in a meeting or conference than seem to actually take place in the sessions themselves. I had more meaningful discussions with engineers in the hallway than I did with any of the presenters.


    It also seems (and sungo did tell me this once) that nobody will respond to an email that is more than a couple sentences long. This is maddening. I've gotten to the point where I will write an email, and then chop out all the meaningful parts, re-read it, and then decide it's not even worth sending because all the information I wanted to convey is gone anyways. I don't understand why this is. Personal email, I suppose, I'm pretty bad about. But this is work email, and it is my opinion that people have an obligation to reply.


    I discovered that either MSFT or AXP or somebody is fucking up with my hotel reservations and I'm not getting credit for staying at the Marriotts I've been so carefully picking. I do so because we'd really like to return to the Ihilani and not have to pay for it. 270,000 Marriott points required for a week in a deluxe ocean view room.


    Met a man on the flight back from SEA who was kind of a Linux hobbyist. He said he runs mandrake, but doesn't really understand how it worked. I eventually explained that I worked for Microsoft, and Linux was one of my primary technical foci. Perhaps surprising for both of us, I gave the guy my card and told him I could probably find LUGs in the Seattle area, and offered to help him with any problems he has. Naturally I suggested he try Fedora out. I did think about showing him my laptop so he could use it, but when you're on an airplane, what exactly can you do with it? Additionally, Fedora has no idea how to halt my machine, and instead prefers to set the cpu on "immolate" and hard-lock requiring I take the battery out. Tres slick.


    The reform thing has not been going well. I figure that, while it's not so healthy, eggs benedict is a reasonably good breakfast, provided you don't go apeshit the rest of the day on the usual conference fare -- bagels, donuts, muffins, etc. But of course, when I ask for a decaf cappucino, they can't accomodate me, and I settle for a regular. Ugh. Caffeine. Then of course, the conference is catered and has a reasonable lunch (a curry tofu that was really good even), and everyone wants to party their butts off for dinner. So I wind up with a filet from RC, some nice wine (I don't know wines from the north west very well, and each RC has a different wine list which is tailored to the area, so Dave Lifka picked a nice one for us), followed by more Gin & Tonic. I understand that ethanol is particularly bad for you, as your body loves to burn it up, more than sugar even. Anyways, same story, repeated every day. More alcohol, more food, more schmoozing, etc. The airports are roughly the same. Have lunch or dinner, or whatever's appropriate for 3-in-the-morning-and-jetlagged, and it's almost certainly going to be fast food. Add a margarita or two, and it's just disastrous. So while I'm not exactly embracing caffeine and terrible food, it's sort of insidiously forcing itself on me. Maybe I should start bringing workout clothes with me. On the other hand, that'd require a gym and planning, which most of these events are not conducive to.


    For those interested, I took a picture of the Gates residence (other photos in the set interesting as well). Considering its cost and the wealth of its owner, it is a very tasteful, subdued home. Much more so than some of the other people on the bay. (hmm, upon looking at my pictures again, I think I should try to go and hike Ranier next time I'm out in Seattle.)

14 June, 2005

recentlog

    tnt

      Real excited about that canvas thing. Way cool.


life

    Been managing to burn between 600 and 1000 calories a day with aerobic exercise (either machine based or actual running in the big blue room type stuff). I've got a very, very long way to go. And, of course, it's something I've got to keep up for life. But (and I don't think I mentioned it before), my doctor said to me the other day, "Alex, your yuppie life is killing you." We don't eat at home because we work all day. When we get home we're tired and don't want to cook, so we go out. We go to nice restaurants, so it's not like Taco Bell every night, but Swordfish and Pilaf has calories. Lots of em. But I digress. I've also kicked caffeine. I haven't made the 100% decision on it, but I think that the research is pretty clear. It fucks with your blood sugar, and can cause "hunger swings". Frankly, I'd rather just stick to eating when I am calorically indebted.


    Also worth noting. Equipment quite important for strenuous physical activity. I have found the Under Armour (warning, flash) clothing to be very important. Burning calories literally translates into generating heat. If I remember my college physics correctly, 1 cal equals 1 ml of water 1 degree celsius. Only when we talk in people calories, it's kilocals. But anyways. If you're just wearing some ratty tshirt, it gets all wet and sloppy and doesn't do much to actually keep you comfortable. Shoes, also crucial. I like my New Balances, but I have some nifty goretex waterproof ones with gnarly tread which I love for hiking. Time to either replace them entirely (they are a year or so old), or buy a new pair of shoes specifically for running. Thorlo socks also crucial.


    It's also quite convenient to have a gym in the building. I can go downstairs at lunch, work my ass off, shower (and that's a story in and of itself, yeesh, men's locker rooms), and get re-dressed in work clothes all ready for the rest of my day. I can even go get some tandoori chicken or something.


    Lastly, having good results with creatine. Wondering when somebody's going to notice the white powder on my desk.


    Colin seems to have quit smoking. That's nifty. I'm real happy for him.


life, again, with more seriousness this time

    Sometimes life can be real stressful. Sometimes you look around and wonder why you're working so hard, and can't see a payoff or a light at the end of the tunnel. We get head-down, and stay head-down for days, weeks, months, etc.


    And you know, sometimes really ugly things happen. Sometimes it all comes to a head and you just give up. The important thing is to have people there to catch you when you fall over. Because it's going to happen.


    I don't know how our minister knows me so well, and I'm not sure I understand how she can believe that I am "learning to be a child of the buddha", or understand, without my telling her, what is eating me/us up. But I know she's there.